2022

Will I be able to change?

Will I be able to be the 'new' me?

Will I be able to be the one that I wanted to be?

Will I be able to be happy?

Will I get a decent job?

These questions make me feel like I will be my old me and I will never change. I am scared. I hate who I am right now. Because I am broke, I am lost. I don't know how to make people happy. I tried to change. But again I failed.